Shiny Objects

You are already what you're looking for. You can't 'become' it, 'find' it, 'create' it, or 'lose' it. All that is ever happening is that our attention gets caught by shiny objects. Misdirected attention.  When it happens - and it will - see that only the attention has moved. What knows the attention has moved remains here as always. Stay here. You're really never anywhere else anyway; you just think you are. There is no welcome home for you because you never really left.